Vicious

Once again

It all again

I see the blood

I feel the pain

Stop it

Stop it

Just make it go away

I wish

I wish I could breath

I wish I could feel

Something beyond that agony

That makes me fall in my knees

Every single time I see

What really is around me

The nothing

It burns my throat

But I can’t cry

It would just show

That slowly I die

It burns my throat

But I’ll just lie

I won’t let them know

I’m too tired to try

And I’ll wait for the day

I’ll feel alive in the right way

Not just because of the pain

Not just because of the pain I feel

When I realize the most precious things aren’t real

Could you one day

Just show up and kill the pain?

Kiss my lips and say good night

Lead me to bed

I don’t want to wake up

I don’t want to cry

Calling the name of the one

I will never have in my arms