Not Enough

I look around
I search for
I take a breath
A tear falls

Nowhere feels like home
No place feels like mine
And I am just too tired
To keep looking for a reason why

And this hole in my heart
Why does it still hurt?
Why does it still burn?
And why are so heavy, my tears?
I thought my life had had a turn

Why in the end we have to go back to the beginning?

Why suddenly I am bleeding again?
I fall in my knees, a piercing pain
I just can’t breath, it all again

And in the end (so fool)
I still wait
For someone who could save
This dead princess from a killing pain


And this hole in my heart
Why does it still hurt?
Why does it still burn?
And why are so heavy, my tears?
I thought my life had had a turn





I just don’t have enough words
Or a enough heavy one
And in each end I’m always sure
The world will never know
How much it hurts