Curse

Thousands of times I've tried to run
I've been burning and drowning all at once
I've prayed and cursed for this to stop
Promised not let hope grow anymore

However, I'm stil here
Fighting against agony and fear
Blindly fighting against unknow enemies
Sufocating inside my own selfishness

Consumed by my emptiness
This deep hole inside my heart keeps burning
I can try to shut my eyes to my loneliness
But I cant fool myself for much longer

How much more will it take before I succumb forever?
How many times will I wake without a dream to tell?
You say my tears are fascinating
I'm under a curse, not a spell

And this pain that eats away
It's all I have
I become pathetically lost without that

So, please, dont kill it away
It's all that I live for
You will save me simply getting me in your arms when I fall