Still hurts

All of my monsters chasing me again
Indeed, I've never stoped ruuning from them
From what's within me


I'm burning
Can't you see?
How much longer will I wait in here?

I'm dying
Can't you see?
It is all true, even if I try to decieve

They tell me I'm lying while I bleed
Tell me there can't be someone like me
You don't understand what you see
So go ahead and try to destroy it

Their world will be safe, while mine is fading away
They can be happier if they don't see my pain

But I'm still burning
And it still hurts when I remember
I'm still dying
And I've never been able to see through this winter

It still hurts when I look back
And I still can't see what's ahead
But I keep going
If I stop they will devour me

And as I walk into this nothingnes
It still hurts when I remember

I will never get healed from this fever

And, as I walk through this nightmare
I can't help hoping, one day
I will run unto your arms while I run from myself