I am Sorry

I’m sorry you can’t see me
I’m sorry you can’t touch me
I’m sorry you can’t touch my heart

Cause I was made of Ice
Cause I can’t have feelings
I can’t have anything but solitude

I’m so sorry you can’t understand me
I’m so sorry you can’t see my soul
I’m so sorry you’ll never be enough to me

Cause I was made of dreams
Cause anything real can’t make me alive
I survive by fantasies

I’m sorry I’m so far
But I am far
And nothing could change it

I’m sorry I am not yours
But I am not yours
And nothing will change it

I am so sorry
I swear I did try
But, it’s not my place
It is not who I am
And it’s nothing I can hide

Everyone sees
The lady of solitude
Walking alone
And lost in her own world

No one sees
That the lady is suffering
And reality hurts her all the time
But she did want to be the one

Destiny is a thing you always can change
But, for how long would be worth to give up being yourself?
Not too long
Not too long

I need to be mine
I need to be myself
I need to be in my dark place
Alone forever

I am so sorry
I will never be
I am so sorry
You can’t be with me
I’m so sorry
Nothing about me is real
Nothing will never be