Deep Agony

You cannot imagine
How it is to live in agony
Every second
Without a time to breath
You cannot imagine how it is to never rest in peace

Looking inside myself
For something that shows me I'm still alive
I find only loneliness
Not a tear to cry

And it doesn't matter
Doesn't matter the voices around me
I am still alone
I will always be
Nowhere feels like home
Doesn't matter if you say I can choose
The pain is still here
It has consumed me

And I am empty
Not knowing what I am

Could you understand?
Could anyone else take this pain?

And I feel so sick
I feel like giving up
Feel like I am falling
So heavy, feelig worse

You cannot imagine
How it is to be here
An eternity locking myself inside of me

Trying to see through the dark
I am so tired
Looking for a reason why
I am so blind
No more trying to ignore
I am so lost

You cannot imagine
How it is to be bleeding
Every second
Without a chance to be me
You cannot imagine how it is to never rest in peace

If I could just say
How deep is this ache
If I could just cry
And make it go away...