Pandora's Agony

I can’t stop regretting
All I’ve done was to harm myself
I can’t stop regretting
Since the first day I am waiting for the end

I can’t stop regretting of all the evil in the world
I can’t stop regretting of each small step I took in this way
I can’t stop regretting of waiting for the one
And can’t stop regretting believing in an end for my pain

How can I be so tired and hopeless?
Why does it hurt when I open my eyes?
How can everything seem so extremely senseless?
Will I have to wait patiently while all the good in me dies?

It hurts every time I look back
Yet I can’t find anything I would change
In the end, I couldn’t live without my pain
And I hold on to the painful memories
As if it would be even worse without them
Only emptiness, all I have

Can’t stop regretting everything I have done
Even while I was doing I knew I was doing wrong
Yet doesn’t matter how much I try
I will never know how it is to do right

A curse or just destiny
I fear I will never know
I just know that, while my end doesnt come
All I cand do is go on
Bringing disgrace to my world...