Just enjoy my insane words

You had been in my mind for so long
And for so long I couldn’t stop dreaming of you
You were in my mind
Taking over of my heart

But I am still my self
I always new what I want
And you can’t be what I want
You’re not
Anymore

Hello!
I woke up
I’m still myself
And you can’t control me

Maybe I am stupid
Cause I was blinded for something more
But I was never weak
I never gave it to you
I will never give


I never hated a person only because I like that one
And now I do
I hate you


Any of those words make any sense
But, yes, that’s me!
And you’re still looking at my face and asking yourself “what is she thinking?”

You will never know
You will never know what I am thinking
You will never know who I am

I never hated so much a person only because that one doesn’t want to really know me
And now I do
I hate you

But now I can laugh of your face
You’re still trying to control me
You’ll never can

And you’re angry ‘cause you loose
But, look
You never got it

No one ever got me

So, dear
Don’t hate yourself because of that

No more pain for you
No more pain for me

Just shut up and get away from here